I've been away often and I figured I would post one last time in 2009. I can't believe the year is almost over. But I'm excited for a new year to begin. It's always nice because you almost have a fresh start. Every year I think back on how quickly it went by and it amazes me and scares me at the same time. As I get older I worry I'm going to be disappointed on how I spent my teenage years. I've never done a sport, except when I was about 8 I did gymnastics for two years, I didn't go to dances, parties or have a huge group of friends or even a best friend. I had a few best friends but everyone of them turned out to be jerks. I didn't get awesome grades or join any clubs. It kind of disappoints me and I wish I could have done things differently. But then I think about what I have now and if anything would have different then I might not have what I do now. I might not have an amazing boyfriend of almost two and a half years, or the love of his family. I might not be closer to my dad and my mom might have not gotten her life under control if I would have stayed living with her. I might not have the few close friends I do now at my new school. Every new year I tell myself to change things and this year things are really going to start changing. I'm going to need a job and I'm going to be turning 18. I'm scared and excited. I'll try to post regularly in 2010. I just wanted to share my thoughts. I hope you all have a happy and safe new year! See you next year!
Thursday, December 31, 2009
Tuesday, December 8, 2009
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Wednesday, December 2, 2009
These are probably the two things that come to mind when (if) you wonder where I have gone. Well, between new classes, homework, the computer problem getting better and worse, Christmas shopping and just being plain scared to come on my blog to try and stay updated with everyone I just haven't gotten online. I'm sorry everyone. I promise I'll get on someday but right now it's just too hard to stay up dated with my online life. Even with all that busyness I would still get on if I had a working computer charger. I keep stealing my dad's but then he gets mad so basically it's get on the computer when I can. A computer charger for his computer cost $178! That's so much money that I don't have and he doesn't have! Why are things so expensive! It angers me. Anyways, I just wanted to update and let all of you know what's going on. If I don't get on before Christmas, which I should but just encase, Merry Christmas! I hope everyone has a happy and safe holiday!
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