One last post for 2009.

I've been away often and I figured I would post one last time in 2009. I can't believe the year is almost over. But I'm excited for a new year to begin. It's always nice because you almost have a fresh start. Every year I think back on how quickly it went by and it amazes me and scares me at the same time. As I get older I worry I'm going to be disappointed on how I spent my teenage years. I've never done a sport, except when I was about 8 I did gymnastics for two years, I didn't go to dances, parties or have a huge group of friends or even a best friend. I had a few best friends but everyone of them turned out to be jerks. I didn't get awesome grades or join any clubs. It kind of disappoints me and I wish I could have done things differently. But then I think about what I have now and if anything would have different then I might not have what I do now. I might not have an amazing boyfriend of almost two and a half years, or the love of his family. I might not be closer to my dad and my mom might have not gotten her life under control if I would have stayed living with her. I might not have the few close friends I do now at my new school. Every new year I tell myself to change things and this year things are really going to start changing. I'm going to need a job and I'm going to be turning 18. I'm scared and excited. I'll try to post regularly in 2010. I just wanted to share my thoughts. I hope you all have a happy and safe new year! See you next year!

A bit of this and that.

Hola everyone! I've been on the computer randomly searching for something to blog about and I couldn't find anything that seemed intresting. So, I decided to show you what I found on some random websites that will hopefully make your day or at least make you smile.=]

This is such an adorable cat. I wanna steal him from those people and tickle him myself!!

These are just plain creepy.lol But funny at the same time! Haha..

This is my wish. I want to hug a lion! 

If only I could fit my phone into this...

What if islands where really like this underneath?

I want to paint the ocean!

Popping a bubble. This looks amazing.

Haha, I need to find this shirt.

I found a website called The Sneeze. I was going to post somethings but I figured I'd save your stomachs. This guy named Steve eats strange, gross and uncommon foods. It's pretty disgusting if I do say so myself...

Marshmallows=happiness? Sure why not!

Apparently there's this thing called the Digit Ratio Theory. Basically meaning this:

Apparently if you have a longer ring finger, it means you got more testosterone and are more hyperactive. A longer index finger, on the other hand, means more estrogen, making you more neurotic and sensitive. Then the article goes on to say that if your index and ring finger are the same lenght your most likely gay. That's for both men and women. Isn't that weird? I guess it's scientifically proven.

Well, I hope you enjoyed this post. I'm trying to keep up again. I hope you all have a wonderful week if I don't get on again soon!

Busy or Lazy?

These are probably the two things that come to mind when (if) you wonder where I have gone. Well, between new classes, homework, the computer problem getting better and worse, Christmas shopping and just being plain scared to come on my blog to try and stay updated with everyone I just haven't gotten online. I'm sorry everyone. I promise I'll get on someday but right now it's just too hard to stay up dated with my online life. Even with all that busyness I would still get on if I had a working computer charger. I keep stealing my dad's but then he gets mad so basically it's get on the computer when I can. A computer charger for his computer cost $178! That's so much money that I don't have and he doesn't have! Why are things so expensive! It angers me. Anyways, I just wanted to update and let all of you know what's going on. If I don't get on before Christmas, which I should but just encase, Merry Christmas! I hope everyone has a happy and safe holiday!